Hey guys if you find the songs playing now pausing now and then, that's because the player is playing faster than it can load the song. It will take a while and if you want you can just pause the player first. Whether you like it or not. Haha. Well, will just leave it there till I get bored of them.

Anyway, my forty day journey will begin today. May I find more answers in each chapter I read and discover more about the purpose driven Life.

It's not always about yourself, is what you can do for others that makes life all the more meaningful.

Lessons were boring. Tried to listen but nothing goes in. Anyway, after school went to do project work. Went to Bugis Amore to do a interview with the assistant branch manager. And in conclusion, there's really so much in doing a business. . Just on quality policies and issues alone are like wow. Imagine the other areas involved...

Yes and changed new blogskin.. Realised it is inspired by Matthew 5:16.

You are like light for the whole world. A city built on a hill cannot be hid. No one lights a lamp and puts it under a bowl; instead he puts it on the lampstand, where it gives light for everyone in the house. In the same way your light must shine before people, so that they will see the good things you do and praise your Father in heaven.
Matthew 5:14-16

Is God trying to tell me something?

Here's a riddle for you, find the answer... there's a reason for the world, you and I...

I am alright, no worries guys. Thanks for the concern. :)

Feeling proud and happy for the people surrounding me just kinda backfired on me. I guess I was too hard on myself.

Thanks dad for always giving me encouragement and support.

Lots of projects to be done... times running out.

It was upseting. Call me sensitive or whatever you want. But don't I deserve to show how I feel when you hurt my feelings? Sorry for calling you a cocky piece of shit but sometimes you just feel that you are some eagle soaring high and above. I am not your prey.

People have their own interests. Call them stupid, call them unrealistic... But why should you make fun of them? It could be their passion since young, or their dream come true. For instance, do you make fun of someone who love animals and wanna be a zookeeper? You look down at them saying yucks, you clean shit and smell dirty everyday. Please respect the very fact of a decent and honest job and for their love and passion of let say animals.

What am I am saying may not be your point. Perhaps you were agitating me and ok you won. You did. You said you were joking? Sorry I don't take this kinda jokes. It was not funny at all. Instead, it was irritating and to the extreme point of it being really painful.

From there it hit me hard, and I felt that same kind of pressure when my days were down. It was not once, not twice and not thrice I have felt this way. I never revealed them because each time I thought about it, the pressure hits me harder.

It may be your way of pushing me on and waking me up but not this way. Please don't make me look you as a competitor because one day I might just show you......

We played the song "What a wonderful world" at guitar lesson today. This may have no link to what I am saying but when I think what a wonderful world, it is such irony... ...

Sorry to the projects or any uncompleted work, I got to put you behind for now...

Here I am trying to study for IB test today. Sigh boring, boring, boring.

Test will totally clash with the time Kim Clijsters and Martina Hingis will play in the Australian open. It looks like an interesting match.

ARGH I wanna catch it LIVE. -_-Zz

SBM Day yesterday and went to collect my CRM individual star award for TEP. Was deciding not to go but awards are a good thing.. I shouldn't treat it as a waste of time. Haha.

Yeah and the restlessness is settling in. Hate this kinda feeling when you don't feel like doing anything at all. Must be the projects all lined up for submission. 1-2-3-4 in total... plus the upcoming tests next week. Driving me crazy. Examinations are coming up after all that and next will be the decision for the future. What's the next step?

Alrighty.. shouldn't be too stress.. 1 thing at a time. But trying to get back in the RIGHT mood. Zzzzzzz.........

It took me ages to finish the book Tuesday with Morrie. I just took up the book and read it during my free time. Even if it was just a page a day I continued reading on...

An amazing, inspirational and touching story of an old man, a young man and life's greatest lesson. This book is about the meaning of life through experiences. If I had a chance to meet Morrie, I would have many questions for him..

As I read the last few pages of the book only a moment ago, I was touched to tears. Little did I expect it, but I did...

It was another day of meeting Dottie again at 6.30pm but what the heck? She told me change to 7.30pm instead cause she had to go down to SimLim to check her status of her CPU. Haha it turned out ok as I had to go to Wisma to collect my hp and had to queue up.. So guess the most I just waited for about 20 minutes for her.


Decided to eat at Food Republic and tried the hokkien mee. Jacqueline recommended it so why not? Just gave it a try but I still think the one at Glutton's Bay is still better. Haha we both were struggling to peel the prawn shells out with spoon and chopsticks. Here's one pic of Jacq about to lose her patience.



Oops. Someone's gonna kill me :x But seriously, I really pity the prawns... don't know how she peel until like become 3 parts.

Ok but the best part was like on the way home. Started to get crazy.. I don't know why but the randomness just came. Think it started when she told stories of her friends.. a funny bunch. And of course disgusting stories about lizards and the story of her slippers that burst. I was super speechless. How unlucky can she get? Haha but it was really funny! In the act of desperation she can find any rubber band on the floor to tie the strap together. And a friendly ah pek came to her rescue too... He apparently went to get strings for her to tie...

Anyway, on the way home, we decided not to take bus but walk the way down from serangoon central. Nice cool weather and funny jokes along the way and the random stuff continued. Came to my house bus stop where Jacq had to take the bus from there and we took a shot.

Ta Dah........ and off she goes after a while when 73 arrived. So this was another mummy-dottie day but with a tinge of randomness.. Thanks to her. :) Ok but indeed another fun-filled day.

Think this might be 1 of the last days to laugh so hard already... busy weeks coming soon.

Happy Birthday to my dearest grand dad. He actually got 2 celebrations. One at Grand Shanghai on Sunday and the second one at Jumbo. Celebrations are great cause the family all comes together. Bad thing is that you get fat. Lol. Haven't lose that extra kilo from my australia trip yet. Haha...



Well, recently there's the SMU talk and the NUS talk. And the moral of the story is getting into the local uni is like squeezing through a narrow gap. Not forgetting being poly students just makes it harder. Ok but that won't stop me from trying if I do not meet the mark. Will continue to be consistent and do my best from the final semester and consider other alternatives should I fail to squeeze through that gap.

Was surprised that we started on another song for today's guitar lesson. Apparently it was already taught but many students didn't turn up for that particular lesson so we all did it today. The title was something like The Way to Silk Road and it was a damn stressful song to play! Haha most of us got difficulty with the notes and natually rhythm will sure be off if you play slowly. So there goes frustrated Mr Zul again. Can we just finish up the old song first!? Hahaa.. yeah after lesson was suppose to make a phone call to my dad and as I did not bring my hp as it was charging, I went to use the public phones... My dad lend me a phonecard and I wondered whether the card still could be used. Oh my, cause it was like YEARS since I last used a public phone. Think I was damn swakoo at the MRT station trying to fit in the card into a few machines and I saw the words "invalid card".. Think someone was occupying a phonecard machine so I gave up and just used coins instead. So dumb. Haha

Righty rights, hmmmmm.... just thinking... again.

The holiday mood still settles in and it's hard to get the momentum back. School has started but what goes in just comes out. I better wake up before it's too late. Happy New Year by the way. 2007.. a brand new year, a brand new start. Wishing for a smooth journey up ahead.

Yesterday was supposed to meet up with Jacq to pass her xmas present but it became an outing instead. I went out in a rush as I thought I would be late, only knowing that I forgot to bring the bag with Jacq's present inside! How could I have forgotten. Anyway, we went to watch Charlotte's Web at PS. I read the story book a long time ago and yeah, show was about the same. Overall a touching story with some humour. :)

Of course, my purpose for going to PS was to buy a guitar as well. Stupid bro go lend a VIP. And I am so sure it won't be coming back... at least for a long while. Somemore I still need it to practise for lessons as well as for leisure. HZel, I really wonder what you are thinking sometimes... Yes.. and after so much hesitation and thinking, I decided to go for a better one. Chose between a 200+ and a 300+ guitar. Haha I thank the salesperson to be patient. Hmm.. I do feel the pinch although I am not paying fully for it but I was thinking long term and think I made the right choice. Didn't know classical guitars can go as high as 900 over dollars as well.

Oh yeah so back to the outing, decided to head back to get the present for Jacq. Hang around at my place and showed her my aus trip pictures and videos. Rain started to get heavy so she was stuck. I did the "Muahaha..." laugh and she felt irritated. Lol.

Looking forward to go on a trip with you dottie! Had a great time yesterday from lame to serious talk. Still remembered the music box laugh you demostrated... Lame, but funny.

Yeah miss santa claus here finally finished giving out presents. It really nice to giveeeeeeeeeeeee..... you just have this happy feeling in you. :)